Lots of little thoughts in the sea
Do you ever have those days when you can't seem to escape the fact that big thoughts, lots of thoughts are just running through your head. Some times there are so many that you just can't seem do do anything but think about them, and let them consume you. I had one of those days on Friday night/Saturday. We had a Londonites Reunion, and along with thoughts about life and where my life is going, and what I want from life, were these memories and friendships and good times. All of this just kind of took over me. I couldn't help but let them consume me. Taking the amazing and sweet memories we had and thinking about how they changed me, and affected how I see the world right now.
The days of London seem so far away, they seem so much like a dream. I mean did I really get to do that.
2 comments :
Tiffany, I completely understand everything you're thinking. I love that you're writing it down! It's been FIVE YEARS since I was in London, and I'd go back in a heartbeat, too. At the same time, I can definitely look back on some things at Samford after I got back from London...and wish that I had a do-over. It's a tough balance between wanting to remember and wanting to move on...at least that's how I saw it. In my mind, London was a more "real" experience than Samford; did you experience that? I think that the "Samford expectations" ceased to exist the moment we all got on the plane...and we were all just more real with each other. That's just how I saw it...
We should get together and chat...I'll get in touch the next time I'm coming through B'ham, and you let me know if you ever come up to Nashville!
wanna go back with me next spring?
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